Kim Heechul uploaded their photo and state on his twitter on the 12th of Aug. “10 years of Hee-bong, U-bong, Dong-bong. Yunho-ya, why are you unable to call me as Hee-bong during one of the broadcast episode? T.T”
3 of them are actually at the waiting room for the music show on KBS 2TV. Showing thumbs up signs, and their handsome outfits.
The name “bong” for the 3 of them are referring to another nickname for smiling so brightly.
Netizens expressed out “After SNSD and F(x) who came to visit and support them, its time for TVXQ to do so too!”, “My eyes are ‘feasting’ on the photo already”, “SM Entertainment Visual Trio!”
*Kim Heechul meant that Yunho is able to call Heechul as Hee-bong in private, but not during broadcast or on shows.
MRS Park ?” Siwon had entered to his house.
MRS Park went out of the sitting room:” yes MR Choi? “
Siwon had sweated and panting so hard:” it is almost midnight! Why you are still here ?”
MRS Park wondered :” I am sweeping the sitting room… I will go after that…”
Siwon pulled out his valet and give her a cheque:” no need to come here anymore!”
MRS Park wondered more:” WHY? did you find another one?”
Siwon seems so weird :” no…just take it and go please!”
“ MRS Park took the cheque:” but you need someone to…”
Siwon nodded:” I know I know…If I need you again , I will call you but for now….you can go and….don’t come again!”
MRS Park sighed and puffed :” what happened MR Choi? “
Siwon gnashed :” nothing….please go…”
MRS Park understood he is not fine :” but I am so worry about you! I don’t want to leave you in this situations …”
She couldn’t say, she has promised to Heechul to don’t leave him alone! Siwon shouted suddenly :” GET OUT!”
MRS Park scared ,took her bag and run out. she still was on the stairs ,that heard some terrible smashing and crashing sounds ! she found out Siwon is destroying his life…
“Why should i continue to this vacuous and nasty life? “Siwon was asking from himself:” he was my only hope,only rope to hold this life and stay alive…I gave him my all, all of my money , my goodness, my happiness, my memories , and my love…what could I do else? NOTHING! Even I forgave him several times but he betrayed me again and again….” Tears want to coming down and he hasn’t any reason to hold them back…”all along these years…I carried him into my heart and lived with his memories into my mind but I wasn’t in the corner of his chest even for a second … “
His arms almost tired but he wants to deleting everything that were remaindering him , his existing …
He even got injured but his heart’s pain was so big, bigger than all of the pain that he had had…
“he isn’t my little pure Heechul anymore! he isn’t my first love, he died that day that he disappeared …I should bury him there, 12 years before into the school…”
Almost all the stuffs had broken and he can’t find anything else to smashing ! he was gasping and his heart beating so fast. he fell on his knees and screamed ! like a day that he had heard his parent’s death…
Everything had returned to the first place. He became a popular singer and dancer again and of course the most wanted boy prostitute in the city but his heart never be like before . it had fallen in love and had broken and left…he was alone again, but now he knows what is a real happiness and love …he had learned it from the best man that he met. Only he came into his heart and owned it! life wasn’t beautiful anymore. he had tasted a real life and now he knows this isn’t life…this is the death!
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When the car parked , he lifted his head to look at the building . he almost had forgotten the time. “after one month? 15 days?1 week? Only one day? I was here before!”
He came out of the car. He was half drunk . he always drank before sex . it was only way for him to bare that terrible moments…his special bodyguard , that Mithra had hired for him, helped him to enter to the elevator . “yes I was here before…here is….his apartment !!!” Heechul closed his eyes. He doesn’t want to see any memorial things about him” maybe another one in this building is my customer today!”
But elevator stopped at the 8th floor !”maybe he has moved !” Heechul looked at his bodyguard :” what is his name?”
